Thursday, December 11, 2014

The Fall

Hair falling on her sharp eyes. Sweet lips throwing words I needed to hear. I felt a gulp in my throat. Tears deceived me, blood rushed like stallions set free. That moment I knew I was done. There was no point of retreat. She touched, it burnt. I was fragile. Piece by piece I broke. She was just being honest. No harm in that. I too wanted the truth. That gulp was the problem, I thought. Tried to swallow it, and it was all hazy. Fogged glasses. I felt powerless. 
But then, something struck me. I was reborn. I found a new energy within. I am not that weak. I have survived hell for God's sake! It was not a betrayal. She never promised anything. I was falling... into an abyss of unfamiliar feelings. Confused, I looked at her. She cried for the love of her life. I freaked out as I realised my best friend is now, the love of my life. 

Hit the ground so hard, my eyes could not even cry. As if my body was moving against my will. "Is it over?" she asked.

I was terrified. Over? It just started you stupid fuck!